Life as a dancer/singer/actress on the verge. Trying to be perfect. Broadway nerd. Very good at cartwheels.
This blog is things i draw inspiration from. Perfection. Broadway.
If you follow me you will likely see a lot of Ballet, Sutton Foster, Jan Maxwell, Carolee Carmello and Laura Benanti. Along with many other incredibly talented ladies.
My friends mom was killed today.
Two shootings happened in Seattle and they were supposably related. Schools all over the city went into lockdown, including my own. A couple years ago there was an axe murder right outside our school so people were joking it was a “typical day at SAAS.” But I just found out my friends mom was one that was shot. I saw my friend today and everything was normal, even after the shooting she was fine. That is what i can’t shake, the feeling that she didn’t know that the victim everyone was talking about was so closely related to her. It was random, the guy happened to be hijacking her car and she tried to stop him and he shot her. You never think these things would happen to those who you are close to. The normalcy that i last saw her in, i will never see her in again. Please keep her in your prayers as she tries to go on with life.
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one day i hope to be this gorgeous
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I swear to god i come home crying from dance once a week.
I can’t do this any more. I can’t. I used to love to dance and now i dread going to class because of the things my teachers say to me. Today it was that i wasn’t improving. Even though i am working hard, I’m not improving. How do i expect to succeed if i don’t improve?
maybe i won’t succeed. maybe i’ll just stop.
Found out today that i’ll never be able to be in Phantom of the Opera on Broadway.

Casting says females have to be 5’4” or under. Not that i wanted to be in the show (because i think it is crap) but WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL DOING POINTE IF AM TOO TALL TO DO IT ON BROADWAY?
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oh lin…
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wow
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ohmigosh
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